Some time ago, one of my many fears was to be assigned to a particular class of ship within the company because among other things, it seemed to me a horrible place and very unconfortable place to work and live. Well, guess what? For my third contract I got assigned to an even worse class of ship than the one I feared. I felt I was not gonna make it and it was not a nice feeling. Eventually I overcame that fear and that was all about it. I am very much afraid of changes, as a matter of fact I don't like them, they make me feel insecure and unsafe. However, the truth is, God wants to deal with this area in my life and he assures me that putting my trust in him rather than in the "what if's" or "I won't make it's" or any other excuse is what I ought to do. Seems to me that God is destroying every one of my fears one by one by making me go through them and facing them. Tought huh? Well it is, but at the end of the day, when I get hold of the victory, the feeling is unmeasureable. For a couple of months I've been scared about some "bad guys" I might have to work with along the way in my job and although I would give anything to avoid them, God seems to be serious about this issue. Apparently in a few weeks, I will have the chance to work with and it gives me the goosebump, but I am choosing to trust God and even consider being used to bless him. After all, who can tell the future or know it but God? I praise God for every aparent block in my way which I choose to see it as a stepping rock to grow. And there will be more fears to be destroyed and conquered. I am up for it. Bring it on!!!
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